Perfection?

For a long time this topic has been in the back of my mind, and many others too. Perfection. Girls these days are driving themselves crazy because they will 'never' be good enough for themselves. For me, this is something I still struggle with, almost everyday. About a year ago, it really hit me hard. I stopped eating, I looked unhealthy, grey, sad. To be honest, I was very sad, and I didn't know why. Maybe i'll tell you another time, but to make a long story short, I developed many emotional problems. It's very hard to walk around, hating yourself. these days though, skinny is beautiful. Lets just try to imagine a world, where overweight people weren't hated on, made fun of.....ect. Everyone on social media is saying that strong is the new beautiful. That really means something to me, because when I recovered from my eating disorder, I realized that whole time, when I thought I was fat, I really was just muscular. Thats how I was born. Its the body I am going to have for the rest of my life, and as much as I may not like it, It will never change. So I am learning to accept myself for who I am. The people that say strong is the new beautiful are trying to come off as nice, but what if there just saying that. Lying. Thats one thing that crosses my mind. Its funny though, I actually quit using social media a couple of months ago..  that's a long story also, but it just got to me in many different ways. Im going to stress so much that the body you are in was made for you. You are imperfectly perfect the way you are. :)

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My name is Rosie, and I am 13! I know I seem young....but I have a free, wondering mind! I created a blog because I realized that I needed to find a way to express myself, because for a long time I have felt lost and depressed. I had been making unhealthy choices, and I just knew that I needed to stop. My whole life I have been mesmerized by writing. I started to think that it was worthless, because no one would even see my work. This blog is a start to a whole new world for me. And maybe even for you to. I am going to be focusing on positivity, and loving the body that you are in! I cannot lie these are two things I struggle with, but it's a work in progress. I will be talking about things I just dont understand about people... and our generation, stereotypes, things that just don't make any sense to me. I might chat about current trends, books, music, you get what I mean. So come and explore the colors of the world with me.